Ramblings...

I feel like a follow up from my depressing little post a couple of weeks ago, is in order.

is not something I had...

I still feel like I'm failing on a lot of my goals, but I have learned that they are called goals for a reason.

I have them there to aim for something. If it doesn't happen, well, at least my daughter is alive and happy at the end of the day. And I have gotten to spend a few precious minutes with my husband at the end of his long work day. As much as I would like to be, I am not Super Mom. I can't do everything and unfortunately, I do not have the energy to do everything I want to do.

If I had my way right now, I would be working out twice a day. I feel like after my morning run is over, I have so much energy built up and I want to go to the gym and do more! But I don't belong to gym. So, I get lazy instead. And then my mind starts going...Man I wish I had some cookies right now. Oh how I wish Sonic would deliver Sweet Tea's! Ha! I could sure go for anything to eat that I don't have to cook!....Yes that is how my mind works these days. My old habits are coming back. I want sweets. I want LOTS of sweet tea. I want to binge eat and then not think about it.

I need to learn time management. I got my daughter on a decent nightly schedule, but instead of taking that extra time to do a workout video or exercise with my Ultimate Sandbag, I am so exhausted that I sit on the couch and space out on my iPad. Or catch up on Biggest Loser. Love that show!

This is bad for me. And I know it is. I am putting this out there so I can be held accountable!

I need to see this out there in the world!

I have been pretty good about keeping up with my running again, but I've hit another plateau in my weight loss and I need to add something extra. Doing exercises with my Ultimate Sandbag once a week isn't really doing much either! And yes I know that my eating habits have definitely helped with stalling my weight loss, but it will continue to be a daily struggle in my life that I must face every. single. day.

See I knew I would be rambling.

And as far as my blogging goes...

I'm hoping to do some giveaways soon!

I think that would really perk up my blog and give you all something good to see and hear about!

Until then...here's some motivation for the weekend! :)